Andrea

pode um desejo imenso

arder no peito tanto,

que à branda e à viva alma o fogo intenso

lhe gaste as nódoas do terreno manto,

e purifique em tanta alteza o espirito

com olhos imortais,

que faz que leia mais do que vê escrito.

luis vaz de camoes

...

sur l'absence sans désirs

sur la solitude nue

sur les marches de la mort

j'écris ton nom

et par le pouvoir d'un mot

je recommence ma vie

je suis né pour te connaitre

pour te nommer

...

PAUL ELUARD

numa altura em que estava tao perdida, ja sem força para sequer pedir ajuda, houve amigos, que por iniciativa propria estenderam a mao e tudo tem feito para me ajudar a levantar: NUNO - obrigado por seres quem és e por nunca nunca me teres abandonado; LUCE - por me deixares ser karen sempre que me apetece =P e por ajudares a soltar a louca poderosa =P; LEILOCAS - porque vais à minha frente neste deserto que percorremos e porque com a tua experiencia guias o meu caminho; RAQUEL - pela magia que fazes; TROMPP - porque vive numa verdadeira ponte aerea entre london e lagos só para me fazer crer que nao confunde hormonas com amor (sorry luv, but it's true =P***) e porque com tanta insistencia tem insuflado o meu ego a uma velocidade vertiginosa (as soon as my libido come back......=D); VALTER aka MEU BIDÉ - por me ter contado toda a verdade, ter-me aberto os olhos e por ser um verdadeiro power man =P

OBRIGADO!!! sem voces eu ainda nao tinha conseguido reunir os cacos que ja apanhei **************

apesar de tudo, apesar de toda a dor, obrigado também ao anjo do meu pesadelo: sem o que vivi contigo e sem o que a tua ausencia me tem ensinado, eu nao seria o que sou agora

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

****************

bom, perdoem-me a piroseira do acto, mas tinha mesmo de ser: OBRIGADO!!

It is just this lack of connection to a concern with truth - this indifference to how things really are - that I regard as the essence of bullshit.

                                                      - Harry Frankfurt

evil love cuz it won't let live without it. i'm not dreaming anymore, i'm not seeing anything else:

all i've got is what I kept in my heart.

 The wrecking experience of loosing the love of my life is draining everything good from me.

And this is my only way to relieve this great pain. 

in order to get back to my feet and to achieve lasting peace, I had to stick to a kind of rite, to drive out this evil love from me. HELENA became a mantra.

 Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what’s the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like a blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight

Came a time
When every star falls
Brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold

What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight!!!!!