Andrea

It is just this lack of connection to a concern with truth - this indifference to how things really are - that I regard as the essence of bullshit.

                                                      - Harry Frankfurt

evil love cuz it won't let live without it. i'm not dreaming anymore, i'm not seeing anything else:

all i've got is what I kept in my heart.

 The wrecking experience of loosing the love of my life is draining everything good from me.

And this is my only way to relieve this great pain. 

in order to get back to my feet and to achieve lasting peace, I had to stick to a kind of rite, to drive out this evil love from me. HELENA became a mantra.

 Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what’s the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like a blade you stain
Well, I've been holding on tonight

Came a time
When every star falls
Brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold

What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight!!!!!